do you ever just smell an old perfume, or hear an old song, or pass an old hangout spot and kinda break inside for a couple minutes
i’m over my big kid job. i just don’t care anymore and it’s hard to be motivated to do anything when you just don’t want to do it. i’m in my third year coaching now and the longer i do this, the longer i realize how much i really do want to be a teacher and how much i wish i never stopped going to school for that.
but i’m 25 and i’m already stretching myself thin financially with a full time job and two part time jobs. i have a car payment, credit card payments, student loan payments, everything payments. i’m lucky as hell that my parents keep letting me live under their roof.
how do i figure out money and quit my job and go back to school for several years to do what i know i should be doing? wah.